Takeshi NakajimaPolitical Scientist, Professor at Institute for Liberal Arts, Tokyo Institute of Technology
What most hinders the creation of beauty is an over-determined attempt to make it. The more you strive for beauty the more it will elude you. To capture it, you must cast aside all intentionality.
I have never had the chance to meet Akira Kugimachi, nor have I directly seen many of his works, but the first time I saw one, I knew at once that his consciousness was directed towards movement beyond intention and determination.
Kugimachi seeks to draw what all action leaves unattainable. He aims for existences that cannot be seized by a self – by an ‘I’. To find what he seeks, he goes beyond ‘I’, surmounting intention, and taking his chances.
I studied Hindi, which has a dative case. For example, to say, ‘I am happy’, you say ‘happiness comes to me and stays there’. To say ‘I love you’, you say ‘love of you comes to me and stays there’. For ‘I understand Hindi’, you say ‘Hindi comes to me and stays there.’ Such is the grammatical pattern.
I once gave this matter some thought. If happiness, love, or language come to me and stay there, where do they come from?
Indians regard origins as lying with the gods. ‘I’ is no more than a vessel accommodating things from gods. It is not the case that ‘I’ do things with my own abilities. Rather, I accept what comes to me, achieving by the promptings of another power. The nominative case is an illusion. It is not possible for ‘I’ to control ‘I’.
Kugimachi is what might be called a ‘dative case’ painter. It might be that painting is something that comes to him, not something his nominative-case selfhood controls. Forms crystalize in his work beyond the dimension in which ‘I’ is able to paint.
Perhaps for this reason, Kugimachi likes to capture light. Light renders matter visible. But light does not need light, and it is impossible for us to see light itself. The presence of light is detected only by the existence of shadows.
Humanity is limited, and we cannot depict the infinities of light. Light is rendered by not being drawn. A painting by Kugimachi closes in on this uncapturability, inviting viewers into the source of light.
In front of Kugimachi’s work, you don’t so much use your eyes, as use your gaze. You view, you do not look. Such is Kugimachi’s work.